Happy Birthday Brayden!
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Our boy turns 4 today! He has been counting down and sending "emails" to Russ. He came bouncing into my room this morning, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! Is today my birthday?" Oh to have his energy;-)
Brayden, you are a complete joy and a perfect miracle. We love you!
"Arise, shine; for your light has come! and the glory of the Lord is risen upon you." Isaiah 60:1
We Have A Big Boy...
7.18.2009 at 3:03 PM {0 comments}
Brayden turns 4 on July 28th. Russ and I have special memories of the day he was born...I will post pics later.

Brayden with his Papa Ed and Bulb. Such a wonderful picture!

Brayden's dessert at the Rainforest Cafe.
Hanging Out with Dad
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Adventure Week...FAMOUS!!
6.19.2009 at 9:49 AM Labels: { 1st Baptist Odessa, Vacation Bible School } {0 comments}
Mom! I Just Wanted Some Butter. Really...
6.10.2009 at 8:42 AM {0 comments}
Daily Summer Activities Have Begun!
5.27.2009 at 5:01 PM {0 comments}
Family Vacation
5.17.2009 at 8:11 PM Labels: { First Fish Caught } {0 comments}
Mother's Day
5.12.2009 at 1:21 PM {1 comments}
Mother's Day started out for me as being rough. It shouldn't have been, but gosh it was rough. It was the first Mother's Day not being married and this brings a lot of emotions. I am very grateful to have Brayden in my life and so thankful that God blessed me with this little man. He is a complete joy, he says some of the most random things at the most random times, intelligent, and such a charmer....I could go on and on like any mother, but will stop the bragging.
I have friends that have adopted, miscarried, pregnant, and waiting to figure out what in the world is going on??? With the two miscarriages, I think about what the personalities would have been like, what they would look like, gender, etc... On Sunday morning as I was driving back to my home to get my Bible for church...I thought these were moments I had no control over, let it go...let it go. It still makes me sad. I am constantly reminded when I get in this funk that God was faithful, because he gave us Brayden.
The day definitely got better because I have parents, brothers, a sister, and friends that know exactly what to say. Took a little time out and danced with my brother, sat on the back porch, and loved on Brayden...it turned out to be a GREAT day!
My Theme Song
5.07.2009 at 4:32 PM {0 comments}
A couple of weeks back there was this song that kept playing over and over on the radio and I just HAD to go get the CD (Jeremy Riddle, Full Attention). The intent was to listen to Sweetly Broken over and over in the car, but after a day of listening to the CD there was another song that spoke volumes.
More Than A Friend by Jeremy Riddle:
In the quiet
Of my soul
In the stillness
I hear Your voice call
And I am overwhelmed
And I am lost for words
To describe You
Jesus, You're more than a friend/offering
Jesus, You're more than my heart
Could ever express
Your love and Your grace never fail me
Your merciful touch always heals me
You bring joy to my soul
My heart longs to worship
You my King
I long to bring You
A pleasing offering
'Cause I am overwhelmed
And I am lost for words
To describe You
I love dancing with Brayden and one night I just held him and we danced in the kitchen to this song. It is sweet to hear a 3-year old sing in the car. Brayden knows the words to this song. For those that came to the house within the last month...I never turned off my radio in the kitchen. I had music playing 24/7.
Hard Saying Goodbye to Abilene
5.05.2009 at 7:09 PM {3 comments}
Last Thursday was the day I said goodbye to Abilene. Moving to Abilene from Houston was the most dreadest move as an 8th grader and as a 30 year old moving away fromAbilene was the hardest move to make. I hate saying goodbye to friends and only did with a few. My decision about moving was kept quiet and some are just now finding out. I just hate being apart of fanfare and goodbye parties, which I think would surprise people.
Over the last couple of weeks I cried so hard I could not even breathe. I drove all over Abilene remembering different moments in my life. My family moved to Abilene when I was in 8th grade. So for me, I am leaving home. Abilene is home for me. There is an old bridge off of Antilley Road: pass the high school and the road makes a big dip to the right. All through high school I would walk to this bridge, lie down, and I would think and pray. You know I started going to that bridge most mornings about a month back and would just sit there: reflect and pray. The hardest part of leaving, is leaving behind friends. Friendships change when people move away. I know this from moving most of my childhood.
My closest of friends know that losing a job for me is catastrophic on my emotions. Where I am today...I could care less about working. Mouth-dropping shocking news. All I want to do is play. This is not normal for me and I know this. I am working on getting my certification to teach, so come fall I will be able to teach somewhere in Region 18. As for a summertime job, just to keep me going...I am aiming high for a career: perfume girl at Dillard's or Pier One. When I went into Dillard's today, the manager of the store said what do you think about the Lingerie department. I thought you know, I could do bra fittings. LOL!